放肆之後

*I swear that no more misbehaving Kandykane will do*

It felt like one of the normal days which starts with a home-made breakfast with Kiwi together but after the crazy night I couldn't dance well as I normal do. Lucky that we had planned the whole month's class schedule, which means that I don't need to spend time on preparing the Foxtrot. 

One reason I prefer ballroom has been my getting home in time to have bed-time reading with Kiwi. Well, I know our reading is quite weird but Kiwi started to get interested in the human body's composition since the summer holiday and he has wanted to know more about how our bones and muscles work. So, as weird as it seems, I am having this 'You Body' as our bed time reading. It is half-done now. I felt so guilty that when I was reading tonight, I was half asleep! Kiwi has had insufficient time with me, and when I was physically present, I couldn't give him all my attention...

Plus, the realization that the coming days will be harder than before which has been quite an obvious conclusion after our unofficial staff meeting. Tonight, after abandoning job for one night, I am going to work out the proposal, the new marketing strategy and new recruitment plan. 

I somehow think that I am not suitable to take leave or to have holiday because I don't like to rush things in a short time afterwards.