Still 2 more days before the CNY holiday 's done; so far I've had nice family chat, good food, decent walk, a sweet V day and some great dancing, of course I did some real work too.
We moved to the Island home, as we always do during holidays, and expectantly we enjoyed the best cook's food; and unwillingly I had a 0.5 inches' gain at my waist... Though I didn't mean to lose fat by walking, a few mornings' walking around the Western District certainly helped. When I was checking out things around I at the same time did quick Maths in the heart. Some insights from an informal talk with a solicitor ensured me that my Island plan would very likely be deferred again, in the mean time, the TM plan would be more practical. Anyway, either plan would be done before '15 but I just needed to keep myself updated.
Now since the big move would not happen before the release of PSPCA, any planning can only waste time. Therefore, I am going to devote most of the time to my dancing career. I have been planning to go for the Asso in fact, but I have always found that time is my major restraint in doing anything- I have my regular work, I also have some other part time work, I need to write, and I need to dance... I have already missed the ST & Asso twice, I am quite determined to go for it this time. Indeed, being a ST & Asso is a hard decision because being entitled a ST & Asso, I will not be just a keen amateur anymore, instead, I will be a professional.
The thinking of 'BEING PROFESSIONAL' enthralled me but also makes me appalled- I am afraid of being judged by the professional standard (I can never be good enough >.<) . This recalls what I said at the beginning of 2013, 'So let the 2013's K scare every one else'.